Saturday, October 18, 2014

Hiya! [WARNING : Looong Post ]

Hello everyone! It's Autumn here, and I apologize soo very much for well, never really posting on here. And I mean that literally. XD. But really. So I apologize for that and so I 'm going to try to post more regularly, which I am hoping will not prove to be to hard, since I have to balance my two  other blogs as well  as school and something of a social life. ;) hehe, yeah.....So, off to better topics, how have you all been doing lately? I'll have been in school for about two months come this next week, which is honestly mind-blowing. Like whaaaaaattttttttt????


  And guys,  can you believe it? Next month is Thanksgiving, which means BREAK, an then the next month is CHRISTMAS????? SAJDSFJFFEHVBEJHBDJCCEDHGSDJNCDHUFDDJCN.... *gasps for air* WHAAAT? I mean, honestly, it seems as if yesterday I was talking about how I was hoping to make 2014 the best year yet and all that yadda yadda.....


People, let this sink in: 2015 is almost here.


*gulp* I honestly don't even know what to do with myself. :) Ya know, this morning I was just thinking, what's my life going to be like in ten years? Will I even know the people I know now? Will I still have the same best friends I have now? Will I have any friends? Will I be blogging? Will I be alive? Will I be the same person I am now? And you know what? I started to feel a little depressed.


 But, here's something I want you to know about me - I'm  a Christian. And I don't want to just put those words out there for you all to read. I want you to know it by my actions, and quite frankly, it ain't always easy :D But I was thinking, if I'm this Christian, and here am I, worrying about my future and freaking out, what's that going to prove to anyone? So I was thinking, I'm going to let God hold my future. And even if I'm already scared that 2015 is almost here, I need to quit thinking that. Because my unknown future is in the hands of an all-knowing God.


 Guys, life is fragile. We have hopes and dreams for tomorrow, and we have trials and battles to fight along the way. But in the end, I want to know that I did something. We all want to know that. So, as for me, I'm going to take each day as it comes. And pray. And pray. And pray some more. And some more. And more. :) God knows what my future holds, and I know that you probably heard that phrase, what...like...100 times? (hehe, let's not exaggerate, shall we?  ;) But, if you think about it, it can be super profound (love my big words) and true. 


 But really, I'm just going to take long walks, drink some hot chocolate, laugh with friends, (wow....cheesy....) and grow closer to my Saviour and somewhere along the way, hopefully find the day where I  use 5^6*42x+18(32-6^7)+12=37.23x+6*9^8+(32*9^2)+4-(17-6^9)+7x*9x+432-17x+99x^17 in real life. XD. I want to do something, and make an impact, but as long as I'm close to the Lord, I find out that I'm completely content. And let me tell ya- the feeling's amazing :)


OKKKKAYYY, there was my sermon of the day! Hehe, but no, just look at all that ^^^.......Sermon much? But I hope you liked it anyways! And, hopefully sometime soon I'll be able to get a nice doll-related post up for you all:) And until then, here are some pictures and a couple songs I've really been loving lately. So have a great day, and really, how's life been treating you lately? And...... hot chocolate or coffee? (I Looooove hot chocolate, just sayin' :)


BTW, these all are from Pinterest and extremely random.... but, you know what they say, randomness is good :)





















for King & Country - Run Wild



Moriah Peters - Stand Strong 



Capital Kings - Born to Love



Moriah Peters - You Carry Me


Thank you so much for reading this incredibly long post filled with pictures, ramblings, and music. Have a great day and God bless ♥♥
Autumn
(kay I'm going to bed bye)